I am trying…Here I am again, depressed and unmotivated. I don’t understand why I visit this place over and over again. I am sad, I get it. Things are a bit strained, I got laid off from my job…well not laid off exactly…
I am working currently for delayed pay. I know that I am doing what God requires of me. He gave me this job and the economy cannot effect what God has supplied. I firmly believe that. I am not worried about money, God has that in hand. So I donot believe that my mood dive has much to do with this developement. I see it as my reasonable service to God and my Pastors and to my church family…and I am happy to do it.
My mood…apparently is hormonally based again. It just really feels so intense right now. I don’t want to do anything, and except for my meetings I did nothing yesterday! And I am not happy about that fact. So giving in to my apathy does not make things better, and having to do them pisses me off…
Oh the joys of the human psyche.
8 But now also put these things out of your life: anger, bad temper, doing or saying things to hurt others, and using evil words when you talk.9 Do not lie to each other. You have left your old sinful life and the things you did before.10 You have begun to live the new life, in which you are being made new and are becoming like the One who made you. This new life brings you the true knowledge of God.11 In the new life there is no difference between Greeks and Jews, those who are circumcised and those who are not circumcised, or people who are foreigners, or Scythians. There is no difference between slaves and free people. But Christ is in all believers, and Christ is all that is important.
I am going to stand on this portion of this scripture…because these pains I am having are growing pains. I determine to develope into what and who God intended me to be!
You have left your old sinful life and the things you did before.10 You have begun to live the new life, in which you are being made new and are becoming like the One who made you.
I will do my very best to put the things behind me that are no longer me and reach for the things of Christ!
I thank You Father that You sent Your Word. I thank You that the Word healed and delivered me from ALL destruction, therefore I cannot be destroyed. In Jesus’ mighty name, AMEN.
- Hey ! If you do nothing else today GET OUT THERE AND VOTE TODAY. YOUR VOTE COUNTS. AFTER ALL THIS IS THE ONE OF THE MOST HISTORIC CAMPAIGNES AND ELECTIONS IN OUR YOUTH’S MEMORY! BE APART! MAKE HISTORY COUNT YOU AMONG ITS RANKS!!
GOD BLESS AMERICA, MAY HIS HAND GUIDE THIS ELECTION, ONLY HIS WILL BE DONE HERE. IN JESUS’ NAME AMEN.